I've had this issue that I've been dealing with for some time. One of those things that you really want to just go away but for some unforeseen reason it won't. For me it wouldn't go away because my vision was skewed. My vision was skewed because I wasn't allowing the Healer to show me how to heal this situation. Once I gave up, fell on my face before His throne, I was able to see more clearly.
I was able to see what was hindering me, able to see the real reason I was hurting, and able to begin another healing process...a process many years in the coming. And how do I plan to accomplish this healing? By asking for prayer. Yes, it is a blind prayer as I am not going to give specific details, however I believe that the Holy Spirit will lead and guide those who are praying for me.
How else? By obeying! And this is where my vulnerability is just going to come out before I have the chance to stop it. I am no longer a coffee drinker and I plan to stay that way for a long, long time. You may be asking, "Why no coffee?" And the simple answer is because He told me not to drink it. The longer answer is because I want Him more than I want the coffee! He is worth more to me than what a little cup of coffee does or doesn't do for me!
On that note...I urge you all to seek Him, ask Him what you should be doing in order to grow deeper with Him...ask Him what may be hindering your growth and be willing to take the answers He gives!
Love and blessings to you all!
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